When an idea turns out to be impossible it tends to have a neghative effect and often leads to making you feel awful.
Then you're left to face it alone and you die a little inside.
You know that things in your life are bad when this becomes a frequent occurance.
Life is bigger than a nut shell and you have to break out of it sometime.
You have to face the big bad world, you have to get knocked downs so that you have the chance to get yourself back up again.
You need to learn and find out what scares you so that you have the chance to be brave.
Life is full of mysteries and wonders.
Explore them now while you have the chance because time runs out and so do chances.